Today makes exactly one month and one week, I lost mine son, I will say I am not depressed but I couldn't stop crying in my heart looking for loop holes to be sure it wasn't mine mistakes or carelessness. I tired so hard to be happy with myself, I guess I am just looking for who to blame so that I feel better but the honest truth is that there's no one to blame for my lost, God HIMSELF took him and I can't complain but to be grateful.
