Hi out there, this is my first text which i write after a hard time. In September 2016 i felt into a burnout directly at work.
I get before midday extremly hard headache, so i thought whats going on in head, also i felt really weak and felt also dizzy.
I thought i wil fainting. So i asked a colleague of mine to bring me home, cause i could not drive my car. After coming home i
directly went to bed and tried to sleep a little bit, but this was really hard. After 2 or 3 hours i stand up and went to the doctor.
I told the doctor what happend and how everything feels in body. Then i received a shocking answer from him. My batteries are empty so i felt in a burn out. I was really shocked and thought that could not be and i will be fit again the next days.
I went home and was really frustrated, and could not do anything, i was so weak that i could not do anything....
that was the beginning of one part in my life which is at this moment one of the hardest ones.....
I am 30 years old....and our system in which we live is too bad to survive healthy, so u have to change your whole life and do
something else. the social pressure should be unimportant....after my collapse i thought that was it and i can work on me to be fit again in a few days, but that was not the truth, i learned many about my body and will tell you all out there everything about that.
thank you for reading and pushing me again back to life, i will continue with part 2 .....
KR T4uRuS
