It's so pathetic that what I wanted was not coming my way even after yelling and seeing it ahead of me. I'm that kind of person who loves partying, although just to some extent.
I had so many parties to go to, even uninvited. There was this reputable man in my area who was organizing a party to celebrate his birthday. The planning has been going on for almost a week and each day comes with a different celebration attached to it. I had dreamt of not missing out on this party as there was a lot to eat and drink. It was the kind of party I had always wanted to go to in my life.
About two days to the party, I went right to the compound just to make sure I knew at least a person to talk to just for free access. Two of my friends had opportunities of entering the compound being their family members.
I got to the gate of the compound where people were standing. I saw that the security was somehow tight. My friends that we both went with entered while I followed. It was right from the gate I was sent back. I was asked if I knew someone in the compound, but I'm the types who don't love lying. I tried to put myself together just for proper presentation, but then more I tried the more they see me as an intruder and someone who was not invited.
Truly, I was not invited. I was sent out of the arena. I felt a deep wound in me, but then I told those who saw me that it's of no use and that I did not feel the insult. At least I do not know the family, but all I knew was that they are the type who loves feeling pompous. This is the kind of feeling I detest in my life.
I was unhappy, but then I told those that saw me that “it's nothing”.
One of my friends who we went together came back saying “you should have followed us or better still tell them you were with us”. I replied to them that “it's nothing. It's what I have been going to over the years”. Nevertheless, I was having the feeling of resentment, but then I was not showing it within me.
“I wouldn't have enjoyed it, anyway”, I claimed to my friends when they returned. Although, they said enough about how they enjoyed the party, but deep in me, I was unhappy for not attending the party.
