Some week's ago, I was having this discussion with a friend, it was something that seemed more like an argument, where he affirmed that money couldn't buy happiness, although I was on the opposing side trying my best to convince him that money could, I was doing that to keep the conversation going, but even within me I knew money couldn't. Money is not everything in Life and the painful part is that you only come to that realization if you've gone through a pain that money could not help you with, like I can say in your experience.

I can say your points are valid and I've gotten very valuable lessons here.

I miss having only money problems in my life. Nowadays I have both money problems and problems money cannot solve.

Nothing is ever truly yours, except the undying and unconditional love you show to yourself.

Some truth are very unpleasant when we come to the awareness, but truth will remain truth.
I could say a lot but I would stop here and I really appreciate you for sharing. I hope you're getting better now, and your visit to the doctor is yielding positive results ? God's grace Bro 👍