my life is a mess right now.
I resisted getting Netflix for my entire life because i have a habit of getting obssessed with things that are not healthy.
Due to the pandemic, i decided to get Neflix. Then my daughter wanted to watch Stranger Things, which i had no clue about.
We watched this series solidly for days, and when i mean solid, i mean for 12 hours per day (at least).
We are now on Series 3, and i am having nightmares, mostly about the MKUltra stuff, as I have read quite a lot about mind control victims. I had done a deep dive several years ago about the experiments done on babies, who are then cultivated into assassins. I know it sounds like a conspiracy theory, but it makes sense from a psychological aspect.
If you manage to break someone down, and segment their emotions from them, then they can kill people. That's why i think these mind control experiments are legit. But once you delve into the evil world of this, it's hard to erase that knowledge from your mind. I still feel traumatized by this information. Especially about the babies. It's so fucking sick.
anyway, i'm a mess. that is all. I kind of regret getting Netflix.
