Men crave fame, yet when they have it they complain about not having privacy.
Men crave excellence, yet when they have it they complain about having so much work to do.
Men crave love, yet when they have it they complain about jealousy.
Men crave so many things but lose the vibe and the main force that drove them into doing it in the first place.
This got me wondering ' Why ask for rain when you'll complain about the mud or why ask for sun when you'll complain about the heat?
It is a very high level of irresponsibility.
So I'd advice you get ur propensity to derail on the verge of productivity in check before you descend from reliability to liability.