It's a funny thing, Karma. We know that something is unhealthy, sad, unhappy, limiting or hurtful but there is a sense of comfort there as well, the familiarity of a wounded space, of trauma, of struggles, the well known smells of battlefields, the things we are used to do or to believe.
It's a funny thing, Karma. Because even if we know that we have to go ~ yes there is a real decision that has been made within ~ there is part in ourselves, a deep seated one, which somewhere doubts that another world exists, which somewhere doubts that Dharma is possible, that we deserve it all, that a real Change is possible.
It is.
There is a difference between this deep feeling of "it is time to Go"...and actually landing this, doing what has to be done, breaking free, trusting ourselves, moving, starting anew.
It is possible.
Walk in trust.
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