It's okay to live a life that does not make sense to anyone else. You came here alone. Only you know what resonates within. Your journey is known only to your soul and inner WITNESS.
Learning to surrender and let life happen is one of the hardest things to do when we have been taught to be human 'doings' exerting so much effort into making things happen, but I've found when you let go of expectations on how things should be life surprises you.
When you let the flow happen without manipulation and FORCING, the things that are, just are and those that are not, fall away.
It's in the manipulation and grasping and forcing that we often end up where we shouldn't.
And this is not about being lazy and doing nothing, but allowing your inner being, not ego and pride to guide you in all your doing.
Trust the unfolding, be still, be present. It is well. It may not unfold as your ego wants but it's unfolding for your highest.
Speak this to your self "Be still and know that I (your true self, your spirit) am God". You're steps are being ordered.
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