Source (not me)
I have been struggling with crippling anxiety and constant worry for so long, majorly over the lack of confidence I have in furthering myself and making a future for myself.
I finally have grown an interest in a career path. My weight has changed insanely since getting on testosterone(my levels were low). I dropped 50 pounds now I'm gaining solid muscle.
I started to gain interest in writing again, and I enjoyed my time on Hive I just have not found much time. Debating making a couple of accounts, one for bodybuilding updates and information, and another for business, art, comedy, etc.
The name squids just seems too childish, but I would like other's input. I missed the community a lot here, but have not even been able to get anything done, let alone take the time to write a blog. My motivation has been in the gutter. I get burnt out on life's curveballs far too often.
My family has been treating my grandpa like a dog. He was sleeping with "ladies of the night" and they decided that made him unfit to live at home. Poor guy was forced out of the house he built with his own two hands.
Life is way too short, stop wasting time with jobs you don't like, follow your dreams, and shoot for the stars. No other way to reach there. and stick up for your damn elders!
Love you all, till next time 
