Covid really scared the crap out of me. When the news first broke I realized that I was unprepared is so many different areas... Thank God that what they thought was going to happen didnt...
But then as the fear subsided, anger took its place. I needed someome to blame for scaring the crap out of me... I dug into - research and after weeks could not find anything that was even close to 100% acurate. This made me even more angry... Our leaders did a terrible job in making me feel secure, instead I felt the opposite. I didnt trust anything they said. Some say trust is earned so that makes sense.
What bothers me now is that the next wave will jot be the virus, but the consequences of the virus. One again our leaders keep telling us everything is going to be great, even better than before... What if its not... I would feel a lot better if I knew what might happen and prepare as best as I can.
I admire those that trust our leadership, it is definitly the least stressful way to cope. Those who do not trust our leadership( like me) are more stressed out, always waiting for the next shoe to drop... You see I have been burned by our leaders in 2008 and swore to myself that it would never happen again.. The truth is that I can only do so much. Its much bigger than me and I am powerless. It would be so much eaiser to just go with the flow... I think those that identify as being " red pilled" refuse to just go with the flow... It gives us the illusion that we have some control... I belive that this thinking is flawed and in reality we have even less control...
So is it better to take the red pill or the blue pill? I think that neither is better. There are pros and cons of each and somehow they balance each other out...
Trump or Biden another division of perspectives that balance each other out. Neither perspective is right, and Neither perspective is wrong.They are both right and wrong at the same time.
God grant me the serenty to accept the things I cannot change, Change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference
