I sink into my world, deeper than someone can get there I break down in thousands of hands I run through my fingers, smiles scatter to demons to know that my vulnerability is my power; the harvested salt, wet ... loaded bullets with which I shoot in ecstasy fears, those damned parts of me who are lurking me in timelessness and I whispered "I love you" that's why I kill you ... where I was myself, I was alone but I will come back again for you my eternity shared with a different, another love that is yet to come now you know