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This is my answer to ecoTrain's Question Of The Week Season 6 #7: How do you feel in this moment?
This post reminded me of the old song feelings by Morris Albert. Sad song, but not my kind of feelings today.
H ow do I feel? Well, I really have to think about it. I feel good, happy to be alive. Happy to be me, just doing the things I do and be this silly old me.
I feel like writing the things in my heart, just rambling on like there is no tomorrow. It feels good to ramble on aimlessly, it is very therapeutic and it makes me want to smile.
I feel like I need to give my back a break, but not just yet. I have so much to do before the day comes to an end. I need to back up all my articles from this site that is closing in a couple of days down without giving us stake holders a chance. I had spent almost a year there earning nothing. I am not complaining, people there kept saying HODL and I did, not their fault, its mine. My lack of understanding and direction led to me being where I am, so no complaints.
I have no regrets, if you switch the music on you need to face it. I just made that up. I learned a whole lot of stuff from my experience there, made a few friends and enjoyed the journey so there are no regrets. I just need to accept and move on with life and the first step to it is to back up my posts.
I feel like writing poetry, there are times when I just want to write more poetry, just poetry, but I see there are no takers for that stuff here on Hive. That makes me feel a little sad. I enjoy reading and writing poetry.
Poetry helps me express my deepest feelings. Of course sometimes it is just my imagination, but there is a large part of me invested into it. Writing for me is what flows out of my heart. It isn't too much about research and fact finding. I do that when I need to but the writing I love to do is what flows from my heart, like right now, it is just an expression of me.
I am not sure if it boring to others but to me it is the best thing for me. I love to write. Painting is another form of expressing myself, but I haven't done that in ages. There is a half done painting propped on my easel which cries out to be completed. I do not have the inspiration for it right now. When I force myself to do what I don't want to do it doesn't turn out too well. That maybe my excuse, but that is how I feel.
I am happy, very happy to see that the rose I grafted doing fine. It is a bud graft and this is the first time I have done that, so I watch over it every day like a mother over her babe. I feel like singing, shouting out loud for joy, its another skill learned another beautiful skill that can make the world a better place.
I feel good, I cooked a good lunch today and was so happy to see everyone enjoy the food. It makes me happy to see people do justice to the effort you put into it. A cook's joy is to see plates polished my dad would say, that is so right.
I feel annoyed, I just saw someone type 'test post' and so many people responded, commented, upvoted nothingness. I wonder if people even think or have any self respect where money is concerned. I let this pass. Whining isn't my thing. it is not even worth it. It spoils my mood, I am a happy girl so let me be happy.
What else do I feel this moment? I certainly don't feel like cleaning up the kitchen or doing the dishes I'll leave for a bit later. May be I should now rest my poor aching back and watch a some DIY videos for a bit. Would help to watch some house cleaning videos and feel inspired to get that kitchen back in shape.Hehe
This is how I feel right now, I'll leave you with your feelings, perhaps you could tell me how you feel about this ramble of mine. I have never really done this before, but it feels good all the same.
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