Like a Fly

I feel like a fly,
can't stop my love,
but you have another
and I have naught.
You don't feel a thing,
wish that was alright.
But I just sit here and drink.
I think of the time,
we spent together,
of all the moments
that made me feel better.
You were a cure,
my depression and many heartaches,
wish I was clever..
Wish I could move on,
just like you did,
I still hold on,
but you never did...