I remember sitting there at 3 in the morning grinding away killing the same mobs over and over again with bloodshot eyes, feeling dizzy and a cold sweat on my forehead thinking to myself "What the hell am I doing?"

Hmm, I have always been married since these things were invented, but that didn't stop me from relentless playing.

...'If it doesn't have an end, don't play'...

I occasionally slip, but am finding it hard to keep interested in anything for long, flitting from one game to another. It's probably good that I can't get it into anything now.