My brain is just like dsigubherlbjk right now.
hopefully final surgery for my dad this sunday(I hope) and just got a call today that my grandfather (my moms dad) has less then 3 days to live. he has been in the hospital the whoe week but I guess this morning his lungs started filling with fluid and he is starting to have trouble breathing. he has had so many operations they wont do anything. He is dying because they are scard to operate on him and what could have been a normal simple out paitant operation has become full kidney shutdown and now flooding of the lungs.
My poor mom!
I said she needs to go out to se her dad and she says, but your dads surgery and the money.
:/
I cashed out some bitcoins and bought her tickets to go see him bet she doesn't know if she wants to go, I mean she is but she doesn't want to leave my dad too.
Worst time to cash out bitcoin but fuq it. best time ever to have it im thinking.
I migt not be posting much the next couple days, could be posting a lot. I have no clue what happens when now. Thank you steemit for the bitcoins. Wihout me buying the tickets before she could say no is the only reason I am able to get her to go. with the tickets printed out and in her hand she cant balme mone for getting to go see her dad.
fuck. im upset about my grandfather but more so for my mom. I don't even know how she isnt in a ball crying right now.
idk sorry for posting this but right now i need to say something, im having trouble processing this shit and this helps me put it into perspective a little.
Fuck you all and Love ya later!
