Hi everyone!
Myself sidra from Mianwali, Pakistan. You can also call me sid. I surprised my parents with my first cry on 29 December 2000. I am an artist, a sports girl, a singer, a researcher (zoologist). I am very friendly and very calm.
I was once a very social person, the one sitting amoung the friends talking and laughing, unaware of the bitter realities of life. Life has changed now, how and when is a long long story. I always wanted to share that how people around you poison or sweeten your life.
This is the first time I am writing. Not with my mind but with my heart. These are not just words these are the emotions that I have been hiding inside me since long. This is the main reason I joined hive "Building Connections, Sharing Ideas. Your support will be my motivational tool. Thanks to @dlmmqb and my friend Asma who contributed in bringing me close to the hive community where I will let my heart speak.
I am Mphil zoology scholar in Government College University Faisalabad. I have done my Msc from the same university. Well I never expected myself to be here at this stage because from start till the 10th grade I was never been a brilliant student, like not the one called as apple of the teacher's eye. I used to hide my exams datesheet from my parents so that they don't ask me to study or to get prepared for the exams. I used to show it one day before the exam. Even though my brother came first in his class , he was insulted by Baba because of me. I even tried to change my marks on the marksheet LOL.
I was always ignored by the teachers. They compared me with my brother because he was brilliant, a shinning star. I was good at art, in sports, in dramatics but they never appreciated. Eventually I started considering myself a failure and a useless person. I was totally depressed. I always curse my school days. I don't even want to think about them.
Life changes with the passage of time, you learn, you fight and you win. Same thing happened to me. My life changed When I left my high school and went to the college in the very first month I was selected as a coordinator by my college. This was the first ever achievement I had in my life. Gradually, I started building up my reputation in the college in every field. This all became possible but how? "The appreciation".
This is not the end. There is much more to share. I want to share some of my art work
I hope you enjoyed reading. Thank you so much for listening to my heart. I will always need your prayers and support.
Stay blessed.