Hi, I'm back. After morning class, I went outside suddenly I remembered the memory of a day. That day was humid like today, and I didn't want to do anything. The day was just after the exam finished. Like other days after the exams, I felt really tired and I didn't want to do anything.
I had a friend who appear to my most childhood. She was my father's friend's daughter. Because of fathers, we met often when we were young and she usually take care of me like older sister. In fact I was born in May, and she was born in September in the same year but she acted like my older sister. Everyone thought that she is older than me because of her behaviour.
The accident happened 3 years ago. That day was humid and little hot like today. I studied at school until 11 p.m. and I just arrived the school parking lot to find my mother's car. Different from other days, she was waiting for me outside the car. When she saw me she said that the friend was dead because or the car accident and I should go to her funeral.
I can remember the whole appearance of the funeral include her picture and her brother's sad face. I didn't ask anything at that time because I was not very close with her because from middle school we barely met each other.
Last week, I heard about her accident from my mother. She was bumped by a truck at the street in front of the school which has just two lines. I couldn't understand why she had to die by the accident. Because it's very rare case that there is a dead person by a accident on that road.
As a legal, the cars can't speed up like other roads in school zone. Therefore eventhough the car bumped the person, the person can't die on that speed. The driver gave money to her family to not go to the prison, her father can't spent the money. He thinks that if he spend the money, he can't remember his daughter.
I don't mind how much the driver pay for my friend's life, what I just want to him is that remember her forever and feel sorry to her. Don't forget her and reflect on his accident that makes 15 years old girl dead. I can't forget the day.
Just before the accident, she found out what she wants to do in the future and she decided to study for it. But she couldn't do anything because of this accident. She was a girl who has beautiful dream.
The memory makes me sad and I can't do anything during the whole day due to the thinking about her, but I don't want to forget the day. If she watching me she could think that I'm so strange because we sometimes fight each other or she could think I am stupid. However, I will remember her forever. If the one person should remember about her forever, I want to be a person.
I can't sure the day I can meet her, I want to say to her that "Did you see it? The person who take care of you is just me. Say to me unnie(that means older sister in Korean)" This word is a word that she usually said to me when she take care of me. I'm curious now what she is doing if she were live. I miss her so much today.