Alright, today I've suddenly realize that I'm pushing myself to make things work or happen as I want! And I'm continuously rushing. As a result I'm feeling tired of all these and need some rest. Things that made for me will be mine sooner or later, nothing to rush. Even rushing can spoil things so I was telling myself to stop rushing.
These days I'm not having good return from my work and broke me inside and make me frustrated for future which is uncertain. Rushing oneself for make things on our favour is not wise and I took time to realize this. I just hope stop rushing and can sleep well.
Yesterday I slept with several breaks because I was rushing myself to finish my task on time as a result I felt exhausted and couldn’t made a productive day, indeed It's my failure. I couldn’t sleep well for having so much concern about my future that is unpredictable and uncertain, Isn't it foolish?
Sleep is important for wellbeing and I had only few hours of sleep and I felt sleepy all day long and had small naps in front of my laptop. My personal experience made me realize that I should know my priorities. If I'm out of luck, I can try thousands time to make things happen but it won't, but luckily it can happen at once if it made for me.
Rushing oneself couldn’t bring success even it can make me anxious which is not good for my mental and physical health. No doubt that time is precious but not as precious as our life. If things takes time to happen then give it enough time. A tree doesn’t become a big tree over a night, it takes time to grow up. So we should take a pause when necessary, stop rushing is good for us, don't you think so?
