Its unbearable to live with someone we don't want. Yesterday the hostel manager misbehaved with me because I'm impatient to sift to a single space or room in the hostel. The room I liked become unavailable and next the room going to be available is also unavailable now as the person paid the rent of next month.
It was urgent for me to shift in a new room or space as I'm mentally disturbed by the woman living inside the room I'm living. She is shameless and talk nonsense over phone and this make the environment of the room polluted. The woman quarreled with me twice with her bad mouth and I don't like to live with such messy woman. Trying for one month to move but rooms are unavailable.
The hostel manager woman taking advantage of my poor condition, she is going to take rent from me and also from the girl already in the room for same month. When she will leave next month she is not sure because she already paid the rent for next month. Now here in this room I can't breath well for the woman I don't like around me.
Sometimes I say my prayers to the next door neighbour but at night when I enter the room, I found the woman talking over phone and sometimes at midnight I wake up from sleep for the woman's loud laughing over phone. The hostel management is very bad and the woman hired for this role is very rude and irresponsible. She made mess at the beginning and the woman living inside the room I'm living with took advantage of that the hostel manager is not in my side to support.
I'm spending a helpless situation and waiting for the moment when I can successfully move on. But sometimes I'm trying to convince myself that its maybe not bad luck, maybe something good will be planned by Almighty. This seems I'm giving the examination of holding patience and I'm finding myself impatient and people getting chance to be rude to me.
I wish I could quit this hostel but here condition is giving notice before two months to leave the hostel. May Almighty Allah help me to overcome such disgusting situations in my life. My problem is that I can't argue and tolerate the torture of others. I'm helpless to change the calm me and feeling bad by the behaviour or rude people around me. May Almighty Allah bless me with lots of patience Ameen!
