Hey there, Hive fam! 💖
Feels like it’s been ages since we last shared our story with you all! So much has happened months ago. It’s been a crazy roller coaster ride with a few bumps along the way.
I almost thought I wouldn’t make it through this graduation year because of some tough decisions that really weighed on me. This year brought a lot of anxiety, but also gave me memories I’ll cherish forever. So yeah, it’s been a roller coaster for sure with all the ups and downs.
Sheree and I missed you all a lot, how have you been? 😉
I had to take a month-long break before I felt like posting on Hive again. My graduation journey wasn’t an easy one. Like I said, I almost didn’t finish school this year. And yeah, it was on me. I had a lot of regrets during our thesis months, which really affected the last months before we finished the semester.
I sometimes ask myself where I went wrong or what I didn’t do that I should have, so I wouldn’t have struggled in the end. And I think one thing I never got rid of is my procrastination.
I’ve been like this since high school. I never learned. I always managed to get things done in the end, and it always turned out fine, so I thought, ‘It worked out, so I’ll do it again next time.’
But of course, when I got to college, I kept telling myself I wouldn’t do it again. Yet, I still ended up doing the same thing over and over.
It’s like a habit that’s hard to break. I get stuck in this cycle of waiting until the last minute, stressing myself out, and then somehow pulling through. But now that I’m at the end of this chapter, I realize how much smoother things could’ve gone if I just broke that cycle sooner.
Sometimes, I wonder what could’ve been different if I’d just put in the effort earlier, if I hadn’t let procrastination take over. I’m grateful I made it this far, but I also know it’s something I need to work on, because not everything in life will give me the chance to just wing it.
Some things need time, dedication, and planning. And that’s something I’m starting to understand more as I move forward.
At first, I almost didn’t make it. I prayed so hard for a miracle. I had to swallow my pride and ask for help from some professors who didn’t want to support us, telling us to just accept that there was no other way to be on the list of graduation candidates.
I had a friend I wasn’t really on good terms with because of some political issues in our student council, but I had to swallow my pride and ask for his help so I could still graduate.
I also felt bad for him because he didn’t graduate due to their thesis defense results. Despite that, he still helped me and a few other students and wanted me to graduate this year at least.
And then later on, we found out we were on the list when our college dean emailed us.
Reaching the last milestone of my college journey felt incredibly fulfilling. But honestly, one of the best parts was having my family and my girlfriend, Sheree, by my side during graduation.
Sadly, my little brother couldn’t be there because he had school, so it was just my parents and Sheree with me at the ceremony.
Afterward, we snapped some pictures with my friends from senior high, and of course, I had to get some shots with my family too.
Actually, I was totally caught off guard by the bouquets they gave me that day. I was expecting just one dried flower bouquet from Sheree, but then I was surprised to receive two, both from her!
I'd never actually received a bouquet before, so I was super happy and flattered at that moment. My heart is so happy that time! 🥰
After we finished taking pictures, my family, Sheree, and I went out for our first lunch together. I was really happy to see that my family finally got along with her—thank goodness for no more awkward moments, haha!
Since my brother couldn’t join us the first time, we decided to have a second celebration. We went out for dinner again with my family and Sheree, and this time, we actually got a picture together since my brother was there already.
So much happened, and honestly, I was hit with a whirlwind of emotions. But you know what? Happiness took the crown! I mean, who wouldn’t feel overjoyed at graduation? It’s such a huge milestone! With or without medals, the best part is that I reached the end of this chapter.
Now that I’ve wrapped up my college journey, I’m pumped to dive into the next one—the world of work and building my career. The good news? I’ve already secured a job before even tossing my cap in the air!
As I close this chapter and turn the page, I've really come to appreciate how unique each person's journey is. We all face our own set of challenges and hurdles along the way. And like I've learned, not everyone goes through the same struggles before finding success in life.
But here's the thing: every obstacle is an opportunity in disguise. Each challenge we encounter provides us with a chance to become stronger and gain a deeper understanding of ourselves.
Let's embrace our journeys, no matter how tough they get. Every step, even the hardest ones, brings us closer to where we're meant to be.
So, shoutout to all graduates out there! Let's take a moment to celebrate our paths...
Every bump in the road, every late-night study session, and every moment of doubt helps shape who we're meant to be.
Here's to new beginnings, fresh opportunities, and all the exciting adventures that lie ahead!
