At the moment.

It’s over 5 months already after resigning my job and leaving my country. What does it feels like without a job in 5 months?

Last time I booked my travel in Thomas Cook, I volunteered inputting all my personal info to their booking system by myself. That moment, I sat in front of the computer and touched the keyboard, I really missed the moment when I was working in the bank.

Now I am working so hard to be a student again. I gave up high heels from D&G or Jimmy Choo, and replaced my handbag with backpack. It feels good when I sit on the top of the bus. No more white shirt, black skirt with prefect tailor, no more simple and elegant ear stud. Instead, I am wearing exaggerated ear-drop, it shines and shows another me.

My English is not that good, but I often go shopping or watching films by myself. Sometimes I go to another town or city with my family or friends, try to join in and experience their local life, and try to collect materials as much as possible for my future novel. Yes, I’m planning one.

Someone asked me, what is the purpose of your life? I think that everyone is different. Some of them try to gain a happy family or be someone, even change the world. But for me, it’s just to do what you want to do, to love who deserve to be loved, bring the happiness to my family and friends, then this life trip will be worthwhile.

从离职、出国到今天，已经五个多月了。五个多月不工作是一种什么体验呢？反正上次在Thomascook里订出行的时候，我主动提出自己来输入资料会更快，于是坐在电脑前，触摸着键盘，那一刻特别怀念从前在银行在信托的日子。