I am definitely a clusterfuck. I'm from the US but I spent about 10 years speaking very little English, mostly Japanese and Mandarin or English with Italians, Israeli, Germans and Russians...or Japanese so I have to actively try to speak like a native speaker to sound like a native speaker which I never bother with unless I'm teaching.

I'm positive because I don't have a choice! Everything sucks so much more when I'm negative, I learned positivity the hard way!😀