This is a bit difficult for me to write on as I haven't even lived half of it but as far as the idea goes i would like to describe what is life? Attachments and detachments? And of course the satisfaction at the end of every day in a very immature manner.
For an individual life should be a complementary deal for the task that we perform for the entire day. Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass but learning to dance in rain although this may sound a bit philosophical accept it that way than. Life becomes easy when we learn to accept apology which you never got. Life is full of temporary things impermanence is the only permanence. I say life is more beyond starving for the contractions that our mom faced during her labor hours but this concept does not remain that adaptive when people think of committing suicide. It comes a point in life wherein an individual feels that he is in a devastated state of mind or more familiar these days depression (more probably this he should be replaced by she being a teen, sarcasm flows in blood) so this concept of mother pain vanishes there. People thinking they are helpless, who find no doors to bang and no angels to take them out of the mess they are going through, misunderstandings and a lot of human psychological rumors (I meant the mentalities here) but taking a way out we never think it in the other way suicide is not an option . No man can suicide closing or choking up his nose this is a definite proof that we love ourselves nor does our body take that. While we go through these things it makes sense to surround ourselves with a lot of positive people and set your mind in the other activities. No one wishes to kill ourselves brutally but end it up by doing the same.
What I feel at this is we have a major acceptance problem. It’s pretty easy, accept the things that you cannot change half of the problems die at that time. Our entire problems lie between the game of Attachments and detachments. The more we get attached the more it pains when the person lives us. Nothing, no eternal power can stop the force that takes a person away from you. It’s the fact and accept those things. Another major concern these days is the complex that we feel about ourselves I mean it’s all okay to be abnormally fit, it’s okay to be black, it’s okay to belong from a middle class family, it’s okay to invest, it’s okay to behave in the manner you want to until its human ofcourse. The concept inferiority and superiority lies in the eyes of people who judge others by the state of their physical appearance. We are people and above that we are Indians so it’s all okay we have people of all thinking categories, of all castes, and of all the kinds of mentalities whether it may be gender biased or biased in any other forms. Accept it the way it is. Also satisfaction holds a major role in one’s life once uh are satisfied uh are up. Not being satisfied is a state of mind that eradicates your sleep from roots. So if you are an insomniac 24hrs are not sufficient for you to complete the task and still at the end all that uh have is the same regret that uh had last night. We only get satisfied when the task that we perform is according to our desire or according to personal choice. Hence make sure whatever uh do is of your choice.
Coming to the conclusion consider suicide, as not even an option where we treat it as our sole priority, second accept the things that cannot be changed, learn to live the life satisfactorily although this one is way difficult, don’t hold regrets past cannot be changed but has an effect on the present and will undoubtedly disturb the future when uh finally let go your past come thing better comes along, be happy, learn to inculcate positive hobbies, beautiful things happen when you distance yourself from negativity, whatever uh decide to do make sure uh be happy with it, be busy throughout the day so that whenever u you rest your back all you have is the entire sight of the day but no regrets just a peaceful sleep and yes before ending I would love to stop by saying this ALWAYS KEEP A PIECE OF UH FOR UH, THIS IS NOT SELFISH AT ALL BUT SURVIVAL appreciate the way you are.
