I am so sorry to hear that, that is a very sad situation and I feel for you. I remember that your husband was such a kind person who was very supportive of your art and bought you your drawing tablet. I told you that your loving relationship with him made my heart feels warm ... and now he is no longer here, that is so sad.
I am glad that you managed to show us this painting, what a cute doggo and I like how you painted its brown fur.
I hope arting and blogging will make the pain goes away somewhat. Hugs to you and your daughter as well.
<3
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