I've tried for hours, days, and weeks. This right here - doing this stage without taking a hit - is not happening. I've done so much research, practice, repetition, studying, routing, mapping... you name it.
My 999th attempt is still as hopeless as my first. The sheer amount of randomness and uncontrollable elements are too overwhelming.
I'm ready to fucking quit. I don't know if I'll ever manage to pull off this shitshow. I want to be good enough to do this, I do. I want to prove myself to, well, myself. But when you fail at this for the millionth time, and you still haven't gotten that big revelation as to how pulling the segment off is even feasible... it kinda hampers the experience a bit.
