Sorry to hear that.. I get your points vividly. I myself I am from Nigeria. Another country ruled by Corrupt politicians only can only embezzle funds for themselves and their immediate families whereas the masses suffer so I very much understand. But I am hoping and wishing you don't get too deep to things you can easily let go. I have my own habits which some is not on the government but myself. That is why I am working on a project about habits and addicts.. Hopefully you get to see it too.