Awww... Baby ❤️
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. It is always hard to loose a family member, and you lost 2 😢
Wish I could give you a big hug.
Parents and grandparents are as close as it gets and I know how much you care for your family and how BIG your ❤️ is.

It is understandeble that you lost interest in things, that Will come back but give it time.
You been through alot and the pain and loss is overwhelming right now, and let yourself feel and give yourself time and let all other things go for now.
In all dark there is Light and you Will smile again even if it is heavy right now.

Keep the memories close to your ❤️ and know this....
You are NOT alone 💋
Love you so much and I am always here 🌹