I'm so sorry for the things you are going through right now sweet Sister ❤️ and I understand it must be hard for you knowing you might not be there when he passes.
But it seems like you all have special Bonds and I bet he knows your love for him and his family, and that they understand.
He seems like such a wonderful family man and it brings my thought back to last month when my grandmother died.
I hate to loose People I love.... Even more hate to se People I love hurting.
Death is a part of life and something we all get visited by at Times when we loose someone we know.
I love to read your thoughts and I agree in so much.
Whatever happens you have your memories of him captured in your heart and that Will never fade. Much love to You ❤️💋🌹 and you know you never alone!