So the amount of reflecting I do sometimes amounts to what happens when you put a bunch of mirrors facing each other. Which then leads to a volume of research that leads to an amount of research sometimes but not usually worth the time and effort for the decision in question.

_{depending on what the situation actually is if someone is trying to rush/force a decision is a very short space of time there is a very high chance that my decision will be to not deal with them then or ever again}

And then I'm back in the mirror maze struggling not to endlessly wonder if the decision was in fact the best one (or knowingly a next best one) even allowing for the fact that it was with all the information and resources I had at the time.

Every now and again I wonder what it would be like being one of those people who can just make blissfully ignorant random impulsive decisions and blame literally everyone and everything else but myself when things go screwy.

I don't think I'd be any happier but might be slightly less stressed maybe? ^_;