A gamer among many other things, now it's a matter of staying sane under attack...
from that other place :
and then ... there be a lot of shifting, 2 cents in the steemprice aint enough to ward off evil so it will take some time, and frankly, daily posts arent much worth it so it will be morgan-only and some preps on tyrnannoght during even less available moments of clarity in the months to come.
Risk reward with the protection racket cartel of steemcleaners looming around aint worth it, the time aint worth making six page essays for the money either, so i'll be shifting, i'll be asking too, if the current delegation can count for another account that's all cool then it can stay because shifting it over while powering down and up back and forth will take weeks if not months in which case passive would suit me better but i'll ask first, id prefer to stay on good terms, but as im not in it for the "im more trending than you" and i never lied about that
i have to be practical about it, real life up my ass, steemcleaners trying to drill me another hole pushing
and i keep telling people dont do that, i wont go outward, ill go more inward, talk less, go less outside, avoid more people and in the end go back into an adamant shell because i grew tired of your world a long time ago but first things first, see what we need to do about SBS van mol , because i know 95% sure (which is my way of certain that if i dont it will end bad because one day the cat will simply have enough and not turn up anymore, regardless consequence or threat, which is the first thing i need to avoid, even if that means a whole year without set income ..)
THANKS WHOEVER STARTED ALL THAT AND
what ? please don't abort ?
i didn't start ... i was made to ... it's like saying "you have a choice" like when i could choose between back on the street or living with my parents again (look where all that got me so far...)
have a choice, no, i didnt start, there's nothing to abort, afaic its already over since it never started i just need to find the way with least damage
because if i dont it will end up with severe damage AND collateral damage
you wanna see who i really am ? that little kid who refused to enter school and turned around and went home, that kid you killed, the one that could read before and wasted the first two years at school on school ?
maar dat maakt me een dikkenek, alas its not a story
I NEVER CHOSE THIS
its gonna stop one way or another
fear creates anger, its an auto-mechanism, the shy a-grade kid is long dead
you killed it
made very sure of that :)
always positive ofcourse :-)
and handshake day
this is not worth the time for 32 cents okay ?
im just gonna do morgan and make SURE i get time to work on tyrnannoght even if it means buying catfood and just rice and water for me
cos that was rhetoricat (often confused) as in : A QUESTION I DONT EXPECT YOU TO ANSWER BECAUSE THE DECISIONS WERE MADE 20 YEARS AGO BY ME
yea yea, i said all these things, i said dont do it, it will be nothing but trouble, i said I CANT DO IT ANYMORE and i actually wasnt joking every fucking day for years, now
whatever the fuck
things were a BIT quiet, i was A BIT talking to people and now everythings fucked
i SAID id go inward, not outward when pushed
im the only one left alive who knows me
the damage is done
sorry doesnt get me anything i cant fuck it, i cant eat it and i cant feed it to my cat, i cant buy a plane ticket with it and in general it always sounds insincere
SO ...
im gonna fix this and undo this as fast as i can and keep in mind
i told you so
and i didnt ask for this
and also
FUCKFLANDERS and whoever was in this new masterplan, i WAS activated i was starting to move, you totally undid that
go fuck yourself, in a positive way
with a smile
(ofcourse)
