I'll try explaining the commands between the bouts of pain-induced insanity (no i'm not dying, i'm pretty sure it's stress or something)
I'll link them in the daily reports posts 
Available commands at the moment (for "participants" or future players) are :
so today i'd like to focus on
handle with care !
you leave one word in the reply section on the most recent post (preferably before midnight CET or it might not register on rendering the next one)
close
This will close the local account you have
What does this do ? I dont wanna to go into technicalities. Once i accept yes on the close request, all data relevant to your voting account will be removed, PERMANENTLY from all files from the dawn of time. You will never have existed in the City of Night. Any coin from 1 P and up will be turned over back to your voting account, anything below goes to the vault.
fee : zero
same rules apply : if you request close twice on one post it will nullify, if you request one type twice on the same post (which HAS to be the most recent one, it will nullify, no request will be made ... if you request close twice and private once, then close wont be applied, but private will be , all is case insensitive except the alias names). If you reply with "undo" (one word again) in the same post, ALL requests will be nullified. If you make a typo, it won't register, if you type undo please it wont register, if you don't have a local account, it won't even be processed
previous explanations :
and here in down-below
we just have to take care of ourselves
can you tell your dancing gnomes to stop making that "one does not simply"-sign ?
and the other ones to stop waving their money ? my money lives in my hand, and i don't see any there
don't bother with the nutcase and bum I KEEP TELLING YOU IM DAMAGED GOODS people pushed the wrong buttons too many times for too long, and some still seem to be doing that
you can not un-violate my privacy, first rule of magic in the belgariad
mmh, it woke me up at nine again so i basically did nothing but watch anime all day, the day is fucked, it never learns ... it has weird notions, like some people here, that i will become something i never was in the first place : normal
so in case you think ab-normal is untrustworthy, check your normal voterbots who take your money and send it to steemcleaners if they blacklisted you, in the mutual cartel protection racket and stick with them
they're normal
:) i'm not mister shiney, especially not when it wakes me up at nine
600 words ... at least 200 too many, draft not save BLAAAAAA,
i don't see my money, precious, so you can go fuck yourself
?
teachers get paid 2k a month and a shitload of vacation ... , your point ?
yes, if you want to help, upvote me to 5000, anything that comes with dependency wont work, so in down-below and shit as said before , i've grown skittish again since that breach and it doesn't seem to be getting better. Tearing down the walls will just make me reinforce them. I know me for 45 years, and i'm the only one who knew me in the past 15. Just take my word for it. Im forcing no on to anything but STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY BUSINESS, if you dont like my shit, there's a million other accounts. I'd say im sorry but im not this is just what i became, pushing makes it worse.
Waving money is not my money, i hate repeating this over and over. I overdid the post again
i feel like shit again ah ... well, i don't trust this computer anymore, i dont think i'll trust anything that's connected anymore for a while
there i go again ... my generated posts seem to be a lot less spikey than myself, but that's not the only reason why i will turn 
heh, busy refuses to save my drafts ... not bad really in case id start thinking it saves them serverside ... yea well, its not the isolation, i can go outside anytime i wanna, but since i'm constantly interrupted and i NEED THIS that would be a waste of time ... it's the prying and the FUCKING BREAKING INTO MY COMPUTER ... and the past 15 years ... i could say thirty really because this town has never worked out for me and see?
this is where i feel like double-shit cos all of THAT is none of your business
grandpa Paratrooper and the little kid endearing ... wednesday ... i forgot what i was gonna say while i'm asking myself why i'm still typing.
2:30 pm ... shower, almost feeding time and sleep, the night is GOOD TO ME ... quiet, silence, me , the cat, the computer and the program , i remember girlfriends, that was nice too ... most of the time except when it was not , i never missed it since you stuck me back here, precious, and i won't until im out, no dates no nothing, no pay = no play, holes in my pants, holes in my shirt, holes in my shoe, talent to boot (unless you wanna deny that on semantics ?) and yet your snickers money and dopamine cookies seem to have one effect only ? aggravation and a sense of being violated
no humans in the night as normal people SLEEP, no stray alphawaves colliding with my head, i wonder, if its a wave why would it be restricted by mere carbonbased bonestructure ? lightwaves go the distance , soundwaves do, with falloff, as matter seems to neutralize the whatever its called, frequency ? oscillation ? so why not alphawaves ? is that a specific type of wave that gets completely neutralized by skull and bones or is it just a fancy word for something that is not a wave at all ?
for the last paragraph alone i feel that's at least 5 dollar of my time so
i feel like triple shit now
i will NOT be your dog
i doubt i'll get to the stateshop if they send me a new invitation, i asked politely for a limited suspension but
that's not how its done,
so i guess we're bound for trouble again and you see precious
I SIMPLY CANT SEEM TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THAT SHIT
laundry
dishes
eat
sleep
20 lines of code between wandering around
sleep
daylight
agony ... hell is all about repetition
wait for darkness trying to get something done
repeat
UNTIL ...
actually YOU sound like a program most of the time precious : IF (you do) THEN (maybe later) or ELSE
WHILE you dont look in my direction || (OR) you'd see the middlefinger in a cramp
now THIS, by now, thats at least $10 dollar of my time, which i won't get
so i feel like quadruple shit
whatever it is don't wait up for it, if you're plankton four of my accounts should be useful to you, if you're not four of my accounts could use your support
by voting
if you dont
i dont really care ... not caring is part of survival, although im not sure it was always like that
why would i want to help fix a world that tried and tries to break me all the time ? ask me again, ten years after i found my money
WOOPS
i don't even know the word for that ... pentuple shit ?
1502, past feeding time , DAMN, my strict structure fucked, not good i guess ? smoke another cigarette ... the only thing i picked back up with the manipulations towards snickers money, im consuming tobacco again.
Look up at the sky i see the earth serpent curled around the world, the dragon's head staring straight at me ...
clouds what people say, too much sci-fi ? (you forgot fantasy)
WRONG AGAIN ! (that's mythology btw, something Zelazny was a sucker for, and it shows in his work) , wrong again, YOU either read about green men from mars, or you quit at Clarke and Asimov .. pop-literature, tsk
cocky ?
i guess that's an improvement over arrogant then?
ouch ... that's at least another dollar of my time ... i certainly dont know the word for this
hextuple shit ?
still ? 1512 ... almost 15 minutes over time, my fucked up bio clock ... that thing that didnt need an alarm clock EVER, woke up at exact times, one of those time you fucked up too, will go bonkers if this lasts too long
o i forgot
too late, but its too late anyway, i cant possibly enjoy everything i have to anymore as you kept me here, stuck, ruining everything time after time
i can't remember what it feels like sitting in a bath reading a book until your skin turns to parchment, i faintly remember the smell of freshly showered woman-in-heat ... none of that matters as long as i'm not out of here
with my cat
tick tock ...
15:25 ... i remember ... the earth-serpent in the clouds, it's i think something Bloom-sensei would classify under gestalt-theory (if that word is still in-crowd speak today) ... the ability of the human mind to see entities in mere shape. For some reason they attribute that once more to the human brain only. Homo-centrism, one of the flaws of science ... so what is my cat doing in that paper bag ?
What's it looking at after dark into the shadows in the corner ? what does it SEE ?
homo-centrism
i remember ... i was listening to an interesting dissertation by a die-hard atheist lastnight, which is great, and i agree, monotheism is probably responsible for at least half of what's considered evil in the world (politics probably accounts for the other 50% be it geo-politics or business-politics) i prefer a little mysticism. Everything is possible, until proven otherwise, NOT the other way around.
So you owe me at least $50 of my time now precious, you're raking up quite the debt
WHERES MY FUCKING MONEY ? :)
i don't see it, i see you waving yours and i still dont see mine
TOO MUCH WORDS
i feel googleplex-shit now
many...
i think maybe i should automato-generate this account first before i go on to Tyrnannoght , too much time wasted on shit that gets me nothing
feeding emotional vampires
1537
itadakimasu ... you that counts with intrest for every day not paid, right ? i learned that from "the law"
i never heard anyone tell Brusselmans to "phrase it differently" , certainly never saw anyone tell him to be "always positive" so what is that ?
the long hair ? the glasses ? i got glasses now, since a year it suddenly deteriorated, almost overnight
Oh, there's that beep again, if i believed in little green men it would be them, but i doubt they're little and green and if they got all the way here, we should be VERY un-interesting to them, according to my logic.
so what is it ? the accent ? the fact that maybe he's part-time bourgeois stuck in a student environment pretending to suffer dark weltschmertz ?
or is it ... is it maybe because he's able to pose as mister handshake day and smile ?
b/c my shit ? that's not literature
that's straight from my life to my head to my fingers, is that it ? the idea that its NOT A STORY AT ALL?
go FUCK YOURSELF
i dont see my money
mhh ... have you ever felt the cold steel of a shotgun barrel pressed against the back of your neck while you're face down on the asphalt in the pouring rain with a boot on your back ?
that shy a-grade kid ... the 100kg weedsmoking gamer ? they're all gone
the meter's counting, precious, its almost 4pm, you're eating my sleeping time, belgian law (their law which they forced on me time after time says overtime is 50% extra so you're over the $100 mark by now)
all those people inside me , i can understand a lot of the labels, but like most things a label is a tool when used correctly, as i can wear them on my jacket on the outside too, i could imagine why some think i'm hearing voices when i'm thinking out loud but i'm not
all of them are part of me though although none of them will be coming back, i carry a lot of dead people that way HA HAAA, including a lot of my family who i have seen die from rotten deteriorating disease and dementia ... after a life of diligent, daily hard work to ensure the pension fund of the government, working for people like YOU
and that's what they got for it ... so i dont believe in gods who care, cos if they did, they'de be psychopaths
and i wont cave in for snickers money if that's what's waiting at the end, then a candy bar AINT WORTH MY FUCKING TIME
that'l be $250 for this post then, thank you
yea i just heard the latest : i'm a drugdealer and goldmanmorgan is an obfuscated darkmarket
right ? some blueshirt i suppose with nothing to do ?
sure LMAO, i'm a 45 year old broke drugdealer with holes in my shoes sitting around all day inside living in my parents house selling obfuscated dope on steemit and acting like i got no money, just hodling it during what should have been the best ten years of my life ...
give the man a Darwin award !
nah, that was funny, i could use a good laugh thanks i actually lolled
i'm that broke hodling dealer spending no money just sitting around selling dope for plankton votes HAHAH in the public eye nonetheless ... well it would be a bold endeavour i'll grant you that, but seeing as 15 years ago i learned more than several lessons from the best i can assure you that's not the way i would do it ... you should be YAY! that i'm not , even after all these years , and you have to be aware even under threat i'm never going for your 9to5 snickers money again, if i die demented i'm gonna come back and haunt myself for wasting time on that
NOT HAPPENING
2:10 am ... another month of life lost in this shithole
yea, #busy , i certainly am
i don't see my money, but there were a lot of cars at 2am, is that gonna start again because its not gonna make things better ...
this is my last stand, no amount of stateshop or threats is gonna change that, if you keep pushing, try not to give my old folks a heart attack from worrying ... i'm sure i'm my old man's kid : i'm twice as stubborn as he was, but completely different
that a $300 post now, pay up ...
tell the stateshop i'm probably not even gonna show up if they send a new invite, its all or nothing, first one to say "work" can get these hours, days and weeks and months of work punched in the middle of their face, i cant
and WONT do that anymore
GO FUCK YOURSELF #fuckflanders
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