I worry about stupid things all the time.
I worry about my mom 24/7 I can't even talk to her without being completely misunderstood and everything going sideways. I worry about everything in this apartment. Trying to keep things clean and working. I worry about the caring for the great kitty my neighbor who got evicted from our building. He had to leave the cat behind.I worry about feeding him and giving him attention. I worry that my entire life has been some sort of autism spectrum mental illness and now it's all over... failure in every area. I worry I'm never going to see anywhere in world. Never go to Europe never go anywhere but this stupid town. I worry that I will get sick and no one will be there to help me. No one. I worry about My teeth and no insurance and my eyes. i need glasses and con't afford anything. nothing. The more money I make the more everything costs. I'm an idiot. I worry that I can only keep quiet for so long then I will write something like this. Every holiday is pure torture here for me. I wait for Monday and then it will just start again.

AND There is some extremely serious things that are unsafe to talk about here or anywhere. I can't believe at 67 yrs old this is how things are.