In October it will be a year. A year of extreme exhaustion. Wondering what is wrong with me. Feeling like I'm going to die. Yes, I've been to the dr. I keep on posting here out of habit and as away to pass time. Minutes go by like an eternity. I know I shouldn't but I occasionally go back to being a kid riding my bike and just being full of life. This fucking era is insane. I wish I could say more but It's not safe. Imagine that. When I was a kid and left the house nobody knew where I was. No phone tracking every fucking thing I do and everywhere I go. No cameras on every house, business and street. For fucks sake. Why can't these fucking people just let us be.