I can totally hear where you are at and funnily enough I just revisited a post of mine two days ago where I shared a picture of a painting I did a few years back called. " Progress begins at the edge of ones comfort zone" Here is a link to where this title came from.... https://steemit.com/art/@romanie/progress-begins-at-the-edge-of-ones-comfort-zone-painting Good luck with it all! Interesting process.