Errors are errors.
However, we are learning from them, and this is valuable.
Due to this you can change your life.
You want to learn how to feel nothing, win any game, keep your sanity and anticipate everything to the last detail. No emotions, no feelings, only a cold calculation. But are you ready to pay for it? Nothing is given to us just like that .. Lack of feelings is too high a price. The real value of this loss you realize only after a while .. After playing all the games and having won hundreds of victories, you will find yourself amazed. Becoming independent of emotions, you cease to be vulnerable and this shell covers your heart, taking away the opportunity to enjoy life and drown in what many call insanity. Feelings are hurt, but their absence kills
Some days are filled with smells and memories. Small bits of memory, happy moments, smiles are woven together and spinning in my head, as if in a video player. Certain moments of our life are so well put aside in memory, staying there for a long time, periodically floating up in images, while others skim through our convolutions and never remain there forever. There is always a star. We just do not always notice them.
You are all afraid. You are afraid
to dye your hair, to beat the tattoo. You are afraid to tell your parents that you want to enter a fashion designer, not a doctor.
You are afraid to get acquainted, afraid to smile without reason, are afraid to ask for directions and advice, are afraid to read "unfashionable" books, are afraid to read "fashion" books, are afraid to admit to love, are afraid to choose an unsuccessful filter for photos, are afraid to take photos, be afraid, afraid, afraid.
And it's terrible!
Remember that the purpose of life is to live it the way you want.
"In order not to be painfully hurt for aimlessly lived days" - as my maths teacher loved to repeat.
Stop thinking about what you should. Remember that this is your body, your hair, your style, your actions, your choice and your life in the end. And no one should fucking care about what you read before going to bed, listening to headphones when you go home, where you plan to live in 10 years and whether you plan at all.
Wear funny glasses, terrible cashmere sweaters, ragged jeans or short skirts. Cut your hair, grow it and cut it again as many times as you want. Draw, even if your creations are not like paintings exhibited in the Hermitage. Sing, grow mint on the windowsill, read Dostoevsky or Dontsov, do not look instagramy fashion girls.
Say these three words to the person who really deserves it.
Listen to your heart and only it.