It was the first day of Ramadan & I was predicting, what if the month of Ramadan starts with a blessing? Yes, the holy month started with a holy day which was Friday. on the day, I get the freedom to break my daily routine & prepare myself for the next 6 days. Yes, life is so hectic on other days. Especially, the last couple of days had passed at an electro-lightning speed, my morning started so early, department classes start at 8:00 AM, and afterward practical class and mathematical Lab. To finish all of the tasks, It took approximately 5:00 PM to get back to my room. Later on, I had to go to tuition.
Well, I am not habituated to the situation that I had been going through the last couple of weeks. Now, It's pretty satisfying that all of the practical exams had been taken before the month of Ramadan. But my tiredness had not been over yet, during the time of my sleep I could not get in a proper sleep because of a nightmare. Various nonsense thoughts came into my sleep as a nightmare as a result I had not been getting perfect sleep for the last few days.
Basically, I am nocturnal and it's been such a worst habit of mine, during the days of covid it gets habituated to me in a bad way. The last night while taking a meal to take fast, I was wondering that the next days I have not anything to do in the morning, so I can sink into the ocean of sleep without thinking about anything. Yes, I was awakened last night. Before sleeping I threw my phone a bit away from my pillow and drove into the heaven of sleep.
Again, I was in a nightmare while sleeping and suddenly my phone started ringing, having with sleepy eyes I saw my student's call. Oh, I told my student, "your time will be at 10 Am." Oh, damn! Still, I am late. I was replying that I would be back within 20 minutes. Suddenly, I got my sense back that day was a Friday. Well, the morning sleep was disturbed again and I did not get a perfect sleep.
Anyway, it's not a big deal, I'm accustomed to it. After coming back home at noon, my body was tired and my mind was earlier too. As I was fasting, I fall on my bed to take a rest, all of a sudden I heard a heavy blow outside and I instantly picked outside through the window of my room. Within a few moments, it was raining outside & I was feeling my soul and mind had been healing watching the whole show.
The rain did not last so long, it's been about to less than an hour but it changed the whole scenario within a few moments. As when the rain stopped I could not resist myself to stop visiting the flower garden which is next to the house. For the last couple of days, the flowers were fading even a couple of moments earlier I noticed that as well. But now, I meant after the rain all healed up and standing in the place, watching the beauty my gloomy mind healed as well. It's an after-rain effect that affects a faded nature and a gloomy mind to glace.
All of the images & context are mine.
