I stared at the dusk that began drowning in the western horizon staring meaninglessly, I did not feel the beauty that emanated so empty as I feel now. Here I remember you someone who is so difficult to lose from my memory even though time rolling for so long did not ease any of this love feeling to you. I know I used to be so selfish to dump you for the ambition of my life, but I want to redeem all my sins and offer the same love even though it feels stale in your eyes.
I know your situation now, I have heard your matchmaking news first, I also heard the failure of your household, but time passes without can dampen this love, I do not care what the world says, I also do not care even though you no longer girl, I just care about the feelings and conscience of my own conscience that has been constantly telling love to you. But hope is the hope I offer sincerity but you reject it, and when I try to beg for that compassion, you are telling me to throw away this feeling.
Do you guard if I still love you with your current status, is it wrong if I try to redeem my sins first, or I'm no longer worthy of you anymore. All those questions are still raging in my heart, I try to erase any feeling that is still bland and I hope with my new lover, I can slowly forget you, forget all that ever happened and take away this empty and unrequited love . I close my eyes, for a moment to try to forget, but the more I try to escape from your shadow, the more gripping your real shape before me.
