As you all know, my work is very stressful. For two consecutive days, the bosses kept on finding fault and wrong on the outputs of people. This situation in the office is emotionally draining me.
Meanwhile, I am trying to get back with my ex-boyfriend. We broke-up. And break-ups bring out the WORST in people. Especially, when they were shocked and subjected to highly emotional situations. I did my ex really wrong things when we broke-up. I posted negative comments about him in various social media sites just to release my anger and frustration of the situation. Yet, when I get back to my senses I apologize and took down all the negative stuff that I posted about him. I am trying to get back with him. In which he agreed to talk again and see where it goes. But so far there has been no substantive talking and he just keeps on bringing back the stuff I did to him. I am getting tired of it. At this point, I just want to let it go, and forget about it. He is too much to handle. And if I can only tell him what I truly feel today, I will write it down this way:
Dear (you know who you are),
I am getting tired of this chase. You want me to chase you like I was the one who have done all the wrong things. But cannot you see, how much you emotionally hurt me? You dumped me. And never felt remorseful of the decision that you made. Yet your view and conclusions of who I am are very hasty. At the end of these all, I am still the bad person. Well, I am tired. I am so tired of you and this relationship or whatever this is. You are too much to handle too. For the past few days, I have been understanding of your situation now. And try to you talk positive daily so that it lifts your spirit given your present work load. Despite the fact that I am handling so much too at work. Yet you come up to me, bringing back old issues that I thought we have resolved. I am so tired of you, honestly. What is it that you really want? You are very stressful. If you do not want to make amends then, you want to end this. So just end this. If that is what you want then, just say it.
