Captured Emotions (Phase 2)

I'm consciously aware of everything you say to me and about me because I get emotional about it you see. Therefore I care.. Do you hear me when I talk to you or about you.. No
So what am I to expect apart from "you ain't feeling what I'm saying, nor do you even show signs of giving a mf'n sh#!." leaving myself to question!! does she really care?
Or is it just that it's so difficult to show how your heart is feeling.. At the time it matters most!!...