I understood something. I was using Steem network worng and actually I was making it worse! You can see posts. You can also see my transfers history. I was kind of spamming with worthless posts - making crappy content. I feel really sorry for that and will not do this again! I treated this platform as it had no value, I was really wrong. I just powered down a lot of Steem and transfered it to exchange. I am thinking about refilling my account with fresh Steem from poloniex.
I will engage with community and I will help building this network better!
I already started. I leave comments on peoples post and will continue to do this. This short message is to you guys, people who care about Steem and don't just mindlessly beg for money. This can be really exciting and useful network!
Good luck to me, I guess :-)