(Please read only if you're above 18 years old thank you and enjoy)
Pain, suffering, difficulty breathing, a sense of being on a leash, powerlessness, helplessness, being trapped, exhaustion, trauma, being battered, killed, disgusted, and r@ped are just some of the things that have happened to us while we have been alive.
Much of the time, we held this pain for so long that it eventually erupted. People say things like "weak," "nuts," "useless," "dumbazz," and so on when it explodes.
It's simple to draw conclusions based on other people's behaviour because they were forced to be big, forced to take a beating like a punching bag, fu@ked all over the place, and so on.
Often inquire as to why an individual becomes so enraged over minor events. It's a lot darker than you thought it is. Always keep in mind that none of us alive today asked to be here in the first place. We were all forced to live, whether we liked it or not, because two people devided to have a baby, or because one or both of them wanted a child. Some even decided to have a child because one or both of them had been cheated and believed that having a child would fix their broken marriage. We never asked for anything, but we just have a few options.
I say restricted options because of our status; if we are a nobody, we typically don't have resources or contacts to support us with our mistakes or problems; however, if we are born into a high-status family, we can hide a lot of our mistakes, however those around us will remember them.
So we keep it inside and move on with our lives, putting on a false smile, standing straight, chilling, and relaxing. Nothing matters in the end because everything comes to an end.
Of course, no one dares to admit the undeniable truth that life ends, but we always tell ourselves that our souls will go to a better place. To make ourselves feel better about death or after death, we created a realm that does not exist. But let our imaginations make us feel better; at the very least, happy illusions will get us through it. Whatever works, just do it. Take care and stay safe at all times.