poetry

My thoughts

Every second in the day that goes by to share hold and embrace each second every image every feeling in to words to share it with u in distance and time id copy and burn the thougjts feelings and images of time as i think of u i hear tammy faye baker sing if this world were mind i d share it with u fears boundaries to avoid past inflictions i think of me and u with no resitrictions confusion a rises as a from of confusion one sec u tempt me then it fades threw words of i want u or u making me feel then words change like to awaken from a dream that isnt real

but as sand drips down as time goes by pour me a glass of youre tears so that i can see threw youre eyes all that u feel from youre past till now we r even now n balance youre pain i swallowed promise to be there threw future battles to share and move threw time as the future unfolds to share with u my greatest and lowest moments my thoughts are clear to touch and to hold to have u here to unlock my pain to heal is to have u near
the pain of watch u turn yo back and walk away as if i never exsits yet it feels like only yesterday if u were my only smile i would where u with pride as i extend my hand to u will u take it and acept me and intill u no long desire to b by myside
i offer u my tears,strength,protection ,and more to come no lust no confusion more than making u cum. To share it with u with no doubts and no fears face to face my happiness i look to for yrs to share it with u i have extended my self hart mind and time do u accept or walk away as if i have no clue i am here and would like to share me with u (racryptospace)
now in 2017 does love exists

thank you for reading I wrote this to a very special person who in the end let me love alone I ask does love exists because not only myself but I see a lot of others loving alone relationship are now recreation and based on life styles do I ask based by definement are emotions no existing because we place them n our self like a complex same with infiriority.. pls comment with you're thoughts thank you