On a serious note when I haven't entered into tertiary institution, I always feel like am left alone, especially when my big Brothers comes down looking fresh without me knowing that this life Is about packaging that if one fail to package, then the person should get ready to dance the dance of his or her forefathers In hunger and Starvation.
Normally I do think that once my big Brothers and sisters reach their school, that enjoyment has started for them, because I do guess that at least they will run away from house chores, which is killing me alone at home and all these errand work which my parents have automatically turned me into.
Funny enough, till my Dad came up one morning and told me that it is my turn to join my siblings over there, omo if you are to check my joy rate is 100 plus because In my mind I was thinking about a lot of things already, that at least I will graduate from everyday washing dozens of plates and house cleaning, and as well out from the bondage of errand girl which my parents has turn me into. is not funny oo I don't think I have anyone who walks about crossing road just to get something like am been sent , failure to that you will be nicknamed the spoilt child but thanks to my little strength because I go all of them because I do not have any choice as the last born I was, because you can't be resting when all these big Brothers and sisters are at home,never because they will make sure that you never rest with this messages I got no choice but I only promise them that they should not worry in my next world I will even senior their parents and I make sure that I don't return any of their change after I might have gone for their message, because a worker is really Worthy to be paid.
Far from that after sitting for my jamb with the little shekini that I had upstairs,you should understand what I mean. I was able to scale through and got my admission but boom that was when my problem began. Because you have to cue in space just to be attended to, just imagine where thousands of students are being attended by only just 2 people,check it out, it is all about the suffering of the poor students.
I was not told that home is quite different from school, that once you are in school, one ought to buckle his or her belt very well in terms of eating very well before rushing to any class,guess what am living is by God's grace, because sometimes I caught carried away by the school breeze because of how light the school has turn me into, someone of me back then in house that can even wage erosion from passing but boom only a little breeze do lift me and my school bag.
It was indeed funny waking up everyday very early, just to attend class only to get there and see hundreds of students with one fresh woman who uses one kind of tiny ,sexy bedroom voice in talking to a whole class, immediately I will ask myself is that really how am I going to survive in this place? I thought here is for enjoyment ,flexing money which I was able to collect from my parents but no way here because even the one you try using a guy's way to collect will be in a saw way be collected from you by your lectures.
It comes to a case a book which is not up to 10 pages will be sold at 4k only for me to open the book and see that nothing interesting that worth the money it makes me something I feel like to summon courage and walk up into any of these lecturer office and bang it out on the but who are mine little church rat like me that even the lowest category in my school do not even know that I exist funny right but it pains me Because I feel like i'm wasting my money when I have a lot of goodies over here to buy as enjoy myself.
So last week I came back, everyone was interviewing me to know how life has been with me. It didn't even give me the mouth to talk about because which chapter should I open and which one should I First close. because I don't know where to start lamenting, yes I used the word lamenting because my 100 level was a hell for me ,is it hunger, starvation someone is facing here? no matter the amount of money that one comes back with it will be suck off on instant because I have come to understand that these lectures have monitoring spirit which they use in knowing when I comes back with money, because once I received a credit alert immediately they will be a double debit alert haa I just got tired of everything.
At last, I have come to understand that it was a struggle that my brothers and sisters were going through because I have come to join them and to understand that that place Is never a place of enjoyment. but one has to continue struggling , whether the person do not eat who cares to know, until thy person manage and faint then u can only be rush to the school medical if your name is seen in there list funny enough, if not you are on your own,as well In the hands of your village people but In rounds it has come to make me more stronger in life.
On a serious note when I haven't entered into tertiary institution, I always feel like am left alone, especially when my big Brothers comes down looking fresh without me knowing that this life Is about packaging that if one fail to package, then the person should get ready to dance the dance of his or her forefathers In hunger and Starvation.
Normally I do think that once my big Brothers and sisters reach their school, that enjoyment has started for them, because I do guess that at least they will run away from house chores, which is killing me alone at home and all these errand work which my parents have automatically turned me into.
Funny enough, till my Dad came up one morning and told me that it is my turn to join my siblings over there, omo if you are to check my joy rate is 100 plus because In my mind I was thinking about a lot of things already, that at least I will graduate from everyday washing dozens of plates and house cleaning, and as well out from the bondage of errand girl which my parents has turn me into. is not funny oo I don't think I have anyone who walks about crossing road just to get something like am been sent , failure to that you will be nicknamed the spoilt child but thanks to my little strength because I go all of them because I do not have any choice as the last born I was, because you can't be resting when all these big Brothers and sisters are at home,never because they will make sure that you never rest with this messages I got no choice but I only promise them that they should not worry in my next world I will even senior their parents and I make sure that I don't return any of their change after I might have gone for their message, because a worker is really Worthy to be paid.
Far from that after sitting for my jamb with the little shekini that I had upstairs,you should understand what I mean. I was able to scale through and got my admission but boom that was when my problem began. Because you have to cue in space just to be attended to, just imagine where thousands of students are being attended by only just 2 people,check it out, it is all about the suffering of the poor students.
I was not told that home is quite different from school, that once you are in school, one ought to buckle his or her belt very well in terms of eating very well before rushing to any class,guess what am living is by God's grace, because sometimes I caught carried away by the school breeze because of how light the school has turn me into, someone of me back then in house that can even wage erosion from passing but boom only a little breeze do lift me and my school bag.
It was indeed funny waking up everyday very early, just to attend class only to get there and see hundreds of students with one fresh woman who uses one kind of tiny ,sexy bedroom voice in talking to a whole class, immediately I will ask myself is that really how am I going to survive in this place? I thought here is for enjoyment ,flexing money which I was able to collect from my parents but no way here because even the one you try using a guy's way to collect will be in a saw way be collected from you by your lectures.
It comes to a case a book which is not up to 10 pages will be sold at 4k only for me to open the book and see that nothing interesting that worth the money it makes me something I feel like to summon courage and walk up into any of these lecturer office and bang it out on the but who are mine little church rat like me that even the lowest category in my school do not even know that I exist funny right but it pains me Because I feel like i'm wasting my money when I have a lot of goodies over here to buy as enjoy myself.
So last week I came back, everyone was interviewing me to know how life has been with me. It didn't even give me the mouth to talk about because which chapter should I open and which one should I First close. because I don't know where to start lamenting, yes I used the word lamenting because my 100 level was a hell for me ,is it hunger, starvation someone is facing here? no matter the amount of money that one comes back with it will be suck off on instant because I have come to understand that these lectures have monitoring spirit which they use in knowing when I comes back with money, because once I received a credit alert immediately they will be a double debit alert haa I just got tired of everything.
At last, I have come to understand that it was a struggle that my brothers and sisters were going through because I have come to join them and to understand that that place Is never a place of enjoyment. but one has to continue struggling , whether the person do not eat who cares to know, until thy person manage and faint then u can only be rush to the school medical if your name is seen in there list funny enough, if not you are on your own,as well In the hands of your village people but In rounds it has come to make me more stronger in life.
