Today actually was my first day of work and puff I messed up so badly ok let me not say mess up cause it actually my first time in this kind of job and everything was still new to me and I'm gonna say that everything that happened to me today was part of the welcoming side of the job and instead of saying mess up I rather say adventurous and funny oh yeah hahaha
First I missed the road to my new workplace I had to trace my way back to the main road to get a bus going to my exact location and it made me five minutes late and that wasn't ideal second at work I guess out of pressure I mistakenly poured hot coffee on my hands and while trying to open the cup with a tight lock it splashed all over my body and it was right in front of my colleagues to say I was embarrassed would be an understatement and I was already guessing they might think I'm clumsy or bla bla bla as if that wasn't enough I received a radio call that wasn't meant for me and the one that was meant for me I skipped it and the lady incharge of where I was posted for that in my mind I was like screaming ma today is my first day nahh but then outwardly I was just saying sorry ma sorry ma should I even start on how everyone was looking at me today like a new plasma television or how every guy wanted the new girls phone number how crazy today was for me I felt like disappearing It was a whole lot for me today
Going home I was already feeling down and the only thing that could help my spirit to as least get home safe was music scrolling through my PLAYIT music app toy favorite song whenever I am feeling down LIKE YOU BY TATIANA MANAOIS exactly what I needed at that moment it was directly speaking to my soul you know that song that always talks to you directly that's it right there I literally played the song on repeat whenever I'm going through emotional breakdown this time I played it till I got home thank God for earpiece guys it healed my self doubt I was already wondering what they might think of me of cause I'm not clumsy it's was all the excitement of the new job and tomorrow I'm going to show them that I have my very best to give and I'm going to give it
And this part where the song said baby you got to get up and make a move because the world will never see you until you do No they don't really care what you are going through So you got to show them baby you got to show them the real you you got to give them what you've got
No don't let them see what you are not Omo at this point I was already feeling emotional I felt like crying but then I told myself I Am Strong I Am Wise I Am l Worth Beyond The Thousand Reasons Why And I Can't Be Perfect yeah Cause Nobody Is Perfect Darling But No No No There's Nobody In The World Like YOU
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I'm not going to let the mistake of one day weigh me down I have to get a good comment to my name I'm a living proof that I am rocking the booth tomorrow it's going to be more exciting than today writing this now and remembering how everything went is now looking funny to me like who the hell forgets the road to her place of work if not me funny well like I said it wasn't messy it's experience and I can't wait to see the facial expressions of my teammates tomorrow when they see the real working side of me it's my Ten Percent Luck Twenty Percent Skill Fifteen Percent Concentrated Power Of Will Five Percent Pleasure And Hundred AND One Reason To Remember My Name And Of Course Zero Percent Error TOMORROW And I'm Going To Make Beautiful Use Of My Percents WE RIDE TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVE
