2025 wasn’t my best year. I know the year is far from over but then it is what it is. I don’t know where and when it all went wrong, but then everything just happened so fast and at some point I felt overwhelmed. Omoh, 2025 really shake me up, it didn’t just shake me up but also shaped me. I was this close to losing myself mentally, but then the fact that I’ve always been a strong person really helped me pull myself together. I didn’t let everything weigh me down, even when i couldn’t completely forget how and when it all happened…
One moment life was all sweet and the next moment everything was looking so blurry and you start to wonder if you mistakenly swapped your life with another person’s life. This is to tell you how fast things can change, it’s just a matter of time and then boom! What you think can’t happen to you is already at your doorstep waiting for you to tackle…
Never say never, never say it can’t be me. It could be your turn any day and any time. The best thing to do is to humbly accept it when it comes, think about it and look for ways to get yourself out of it. It night take time but then with God and human efforts, everything will once again be alright…
This year has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. I started the year with a couple of good news, had the best souls in my life and also was enjoying life the very best way i can, and that too with God has my guide and shepherd…
Even before then things weren’t all sweet and smooth but then God was in control of it, i had my goals set, i knew what i wanted to achieve for myself and kept my focus on point. I didn’t let my hardships pull me down neither did i let them stop me from staying focused. It has always been the chin up and stay focused regardless of every life’s hurdle kind of lifestyle since day one…
When admission came knocking on my door earlier this year, i was happy beyond words, and that was because it’s something i’ve have been working very hard to achieve for many years. It came just at the right time and i was just so happy it happened. The joy that came with this took part of my worries away, or should i say masked it for a while. At some point in school, reality struck me really hard again. I thought about it for a while again but had to move past it very fast because i had a bigger goal up ahead to achieve. I could not afford to be down, and moreover i had the best souls as friends to keep me company all the time. Especially the guys in my click…
Big shout out to Oz, Patosh and my crazy gurl 😅. I hope she doesn’t see this because she is going to come for me, lol. School life has been interesting, beautiful and bearable because of them, and most importantly i had God and hive as my main source of joy…
Academics has been fine because of God and these other factors. My results have been fine, school life has been good in general but then relationship wise? Omoh! It’s been a lot…
My relationship of years took a bad turn after admission came in. It became shaky when school entered into the picture, we had to endure everything together, thinking everything would be fine once the holiday came around, I didn’t know i was heading home to a break up. Oh yeah i was left alone, reasons? I don’t know why…
Emotionally, it’s been a rollercoaster. Mentally, it’s been tough, but then again something good came out of this whole breakup thing. I came to a particular realization even before the breakup happened, that you don’t need to know about it. I was pained and confused but then what can i do about it. I got clarity after everything happened and then i decided to move on…
Honestly, it’s been a whole lot but then i’m just happy God has been coming through for me every time…
I am trusting God again for the best in the remaining days of the year…
THANKS FOR READING…
