The person who fight with you the most is the one that loves you the most, the way people treat you doesn't justify what they feel for you.
Atimes, I wonder why do we miss the absence of that person who annoy us, when he was around we always wanted him gone but now that he is gone and you can't seem to understand why you want him back in your life so much.
Don't ponder too much about it, It is not the person you missed. It is the memories shared with person that you really missed..