From the past couple of days, I am in a horrible situation. I wish I could explain the entire situation but I know I can't. Family pressure, study pressure, tension even responsibility pressure all at once. I couldn't write a single post because of my messy mind. Now, you can say how you make videos, that's another story.
I wanted to write, I wanted to relax a little bit but couldn't. Some pressure especially mental pressure I always want to avoid, but it is what it is and still remains the same.
As a foreigner, every single day I have to face new challenges. It's like a game, you are closing one chapter and a new chapter is about to open. My family lives far away from me and I am here alone. I don't have any relatives here in this big city not even known people. Sometimes it hard to explain what you are doing and hard to share with your family because they never gonna understand.
My dad is a very socially oriented person, he cares about people and society. On the other hand, I am not social at all. Now the first biggest problem is as a daughter, every single day I have to maintain responsibilities even I have to lie sometimes because I don't want to let my dad know that his daughter is having situations.
And from 1 month I couldn't even sleep, tension of graduation, documents issues as a foreigner, spending lots of money because nothing is free. People think it's easy to take a post-graduation degree from a foreign country but it's not. You have to go through a long way to achieve that but ya people are so judgmental. Even still I haven't been graduated yet but my future planning pressure already started. I am not new into this field, I have already taken my graduation on architecture, this is higher study and difference is foreign degree. So there is a huge difference and pressure of the career.
Foreign life is not so easy, not easy at all. But yea, people are so judgmental, I don't care but my family care. I sometimes feel I should die, why I came here for post-graduation but on the other hand I feel I came here for myself and my further plan will be my plan but no, I can't think a single plan properly.
I and my friend every single day talk about life and career because at least that time I can think openly. I stopped sharing my problems with people including my family because they never gonna understand that.
Weird life but this is foreign student life. I know people don't have any rights to take decisions on behalf of me even I know my situations.
But in the end nothing else matters....
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