I was planning to write something exciting and amazing about my life in Almere today but unfortunately, I am going to start this post by sharing a piece of regrettable and sad news. I don't know what can be the appropriate approach or way to share this news but I want to share it because this is about a community member of Hive Blockchain. Today around 2.00 pm (14.00), 
We have been going through a lot so far and this news broke our hearts again especially broken Blind completely. I am seeing the pain in his eyes every single minute as I am here with him today. Whenever I heard the news, I decided to spend time with him no matter what. I know how it feels to lose parents because I have lost my mother too. Blind has been going through a lot lately, he has been fighting and struggling with his life, the Ukraine war broke him completely and now this news shattered him into pieces. Life can be bitch and so cruel and this is one of the examples among thousands.
When unfortunate tragedy happens in our life, we look for space and start feeling lonely. I was just saying to myself why now!!! Is it some kind of exam or what!!! Is the exam of tolerance and patience!!! I don't know what else can be more tragic than losing parents, home, career, and everything. Unfortunately, he can't go home because we are not allowed to leave and if he leaves he can't come back here. So, he won't be able to say goodbye to his father...
I had a shitty day today, I started my work at 5.30 am and it was a rough and bad day. I was so sick due to the weather and kitchen environment that I couldn't finish my shift properly and I fall sick before ending my shift. I was about to faint due to weakness but somehow I had managed. But after coming into the room, I got the news and I was in shock for a couple of minutes. I am upset and unhappy thinking about why everything is happening now. Yesterday everybody was fine even today morning everything was okay and now this sudden tragedy.
War in Ukraine taught me many things and left a huge lesson for me so that's why probably I am strong enough to handle any kind of situation. Probably that is why I don't cry like before or I don't feel emotional at all. Life is cruel and I know it. So far we didn't find anything positive that will make us happy; after fleeing from the Ukraine war. A part of our life was destroyed in the war, the part we were carrying with us slowly drowning every day. After losing everything, I don't know how to show someone condolence who lost one of his parents recently...
I don't want much from life, I just hope that life should give us a break. We are suffering enough already...
Rest in Peace...
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