Leftover.....

From past few days I was absent , I didn't work on steem, I didn't work on dtube , community or anything. Where I was? What I am doing? Well, after long time I decided to write everything.

Well, I always talk about uncertainty and situations and right now I am going through this. To be honest now I am broken , my heart is broken. I am feeling like nothing is inside me , everything is fake. Well someone also said if I write my feelings I will get upvote but I dont need that. I know how it feels like, I know how life goes and I am mature but I am not only one to take all blame from one sided.

I am not perfect , I am introvert, I can't express everything, I can't say everything but my activities express everything. If someone fail to understand that is it my actual fault?? I don't share everything but I speak when i think to speak. That's is my fault actually, when I speak I am straight forward, I keep nothing inside my mind and it's my fault. Everything is my fault. How much accusation I have to consume? How much pain I have to take??

Okay people say , I am toxic, a real close one.. Like really I can destroy someone's life, I can destroy someone's dream?? Seriously.. Why? It's easy to leave, it's easy to blame someone , well there is a big difference between blame and logic. If you are doing wrong , if you don't like anything you have to be silent otherwise people will think we are blaming.. Is that what we want? We love those words to hear which we want to hear but never think may be that person is unable to express. May be that person can't share... But their effort , their words will give u pain, thinking this is not love.

Love is critical and it's not easy to maintain love, relationship is all about maintain and how you deal with that. I am not perfect , I make mistakes, we all make mistakes but we can forgive also. But we don't have any right to punish someone day by day..... Am I frustrated , may be.. I am tired of my life. All I wanted a happy simple life but my demand was too much for someone's ambition...

What I wanted doesn't matter, what I really want doesn't matter...

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I am @priyanarc..... An architect, a dreamer and a passionate writer who loves to write about life.I try to present my own perspective and experiences. Please leave your feedback and criticism because it's the only way i can know and reach your mind and thought easily...

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