Dear 2021,
I don't have any goals, I just want a secure safe life and I just want to meet my family for once. This is my one and only wish, can you give me the surety of fulfilling this wish?
2020 is going to end, tomorrow is the last day of 2020, 31st December. Many people are wishing each other a happy prosperous life including me but honestly speaking I don't have any plans or resolution for 2021. Why? Because I am not feeling like making any plans or any kind of promises to myself after seeing the entire structure and intensity of 2020. I just wish for a safe year for myself that's all.
I can relate this picture with 2020, this mirror looks beautiful but the entire pattern made it look shady and unclear. You can see yourself in this mirror but your reflection is unclear. I just want a clear mirror to see a clear reflection of myself in 2021. Am I asking for too much? Maybe...
31st December 2019: I made a new year resolution, I did some promises to myself and today I was thinking how much I have done so far. All I can say I am alive; survived and healthy, so I am grateful for that. But what else I did for myself? I guess nothing as I am unable to find something ironic which I have done so far. But yes, I have learned a lot.
Many people faced financial crisis including me, trust me if you see my videos, you won't believe that but only I know what I had to face exactly. COVID19 came here to Ukraine in March but we were hearing the news from the beginning of February. My real struggle began at the beginning of February for the legal process work of Ukraine. First documents work, then my agent did betray and I had to lose not only money but a huge amount of time. I had to find government offices and had to do all my paper works of my own. Yes, the corona was there and made my life more scary and miserable and full of risk as well. 3 months lockdown not only broke me mentally but also I was dealing with a long term procedure of paperwork.
In July, my life a little bit settled down and I took a deep breath. I was exhausted but I never lose hope and that kept me alive. A foreigner who was away from her family had to deal with paperwork, risks all at once. There was a time I was thinking I should go back home, even I didn't have enough money for living. I had to request my landlord to give me some time to rent. Yes, my dad helped me a lot as I was also searching for jobs but everything was shut down.
Luckily, I got an online project work which helped me to pay my rent, and honestly, I am grateful to my landlord. And yes, the crypto world and blockchains helped me a lot too to survive. I never asked for a single money from anyone when needed. Instead, I worked hard to pay my bills at least.
And later I decided to adopt a labrador puppy to fulfill my emptiness and I am sure you guys know her... My one and only baby Gigi who made me a proud Lab Mom...
She is the lucky charm of my life and my life changed a lot, to be honest.
So, now tell me what can I expect in 2021 except for a safe secure life?
Happy New Year Everyone...
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Priyan
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